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kakata-cute!!!!

nag-internet po talaga ako....

places...........

eto pa

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mga friends ko

jayson and magz






janella





marvin weng

la lang...

ala nmang relevance ung mga picture sa sasabihin ko eh...
i went to San Miguel Corporation, Valuenzuela... hoping to be interviewed...
hoping... eh wala eh... wait ko muna daw reply nila via email.... so pumunta me agad to the nearest computer shop... opened my mail.... and ayon ang reply nila... 4 pa nga eh... from different departments... telling me to wait because they're already processing my application... huh!... if i know mabuburo lang yun sa databank of resume nila... pero ciempre diba... try ko lang... baka sakali... sabagay kahit ppaano nagreply sila... pero lam ko nman electronic reply un eh... haay... cge na po bye-bye na... punta muna me sa monumento.

my kinda guy

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
a guy who calls back when you hang up on him,
a guy who wiil stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for a guy who kisses your forhead,
the guy who wants to show you off to the world even when you're sweating,
the guy who holds your hand infront of his friends.
Wait for the guy who constantly reminds you of how lucky he is to have you.
Settle with the guy who proudly turns to his friends and says,
"thats her! the one i love..my everything my life..."

random thinking

jason is someone so important to my life.

he's one person i admire.

i trust this guy.

i dont care if this man hurt me (not so literally), because i like him.

i never liked someone so much before

i feel comfortable with with roy.

i want to plan my future with this person.

i respect jason (i always will)

i want to keep him.

treasure him.

why?

i LoVE Cdt. mAraRac

why do i love him?

i just love him.

for what he

is, was, and will be...

i love jason.

try again

testing

Could We Capture What Was

I am still at the same place
Again wishing upon a star
Hoping dreams come true
As I pondered where you are

Gazing as bright stars glow
Each one sparkling above
The same wishes I repeat
Whispered with words of love

Within every wish I whisper
Its your touch I still yearn
I am so lonely without you
Would my dream ever return

Every loving wish I conveyed
As the stars shone around
I'm wishing with all my heart
A love I lost can still be found

Hoping my wishes will travel
Where loving flames ignite
Could we capture what was
In reaching my dream tonight

obvious ba, alang maGawa!!!

atake ng kaloKohan

kagaGawan ni maRarac 'to!!!!

akoh 'to

thinking?

...

A Vow of a Friend

I told you I'll be your friend
And I'll never break my vow
It's going to cause a lot of sorrow
But it's better than living a lie...

I would have to get used to it somehow
Hear you talk about the love you feel
While I sulk in the depths of my silence
Finding comfort in my cogent dreams...

I would tell myself I can make it
I can finish life's long race
I'll convince myself I am happy
With the thought that you're okay...

Your pain will be my pain
I would give without expecting
I'll be selfless, I'll be strong
I'll build bridges, be forgiving...

I would exalt the world's beauty
I'll drown myself in its wonder
I would look beyond my horizon
Find peace till the hurting's over...

But I guess, right now, what's important
Is that I'll keep my promise
I'll swear to God, I'll be here
When you call and when I'm needed...

I shall wish you all the best
Our borrowed life has to offer
I'll pray to God to keep you safe
And keep you warm in His shelter...

I shall let go of the pain and fear
And though not easy, I'll find life's meaning
My existence won't be spent on a love that's lost
It'll be spent on meaningful living...(by Zai)

who is this?

somEthing AbOut yOU

Life is so unpredictable. Changes always come along, in big or small ways. I don't know what happened that this sudden change has turned my world upside down. I don't know exactly what it is, it just hit me, but there is something really special about you.

It might be all the things I see on the surface, the things that everyone notices and admires about you, qualities, capabilities and a wonderful smile obviously connected to a warm and loving heart; these things set you apart from everyone else. But it may also be the big things ... the person you really are that I hope to know more someday. And it might also be the little things ... the way you walk and all your actions. I receive so much joy just being able to see a smile in your eyes. If I ever figure out the magic that makes you so special, I'd probably find out that it's a combination of all these things. You are a rare combination of so many special things. You are really amazing.Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside, where my highest hopes are kept alive, where my deepest feelings are felt and where my favorite memories are safe and warm.

I find that you're on my mind more often than any other thought. Sometimes I bring you there purposely just to make my day brighter. But more often, you surprise me and find your own ways into my thoughts. There are even times when I awaken, I realize that you've been a part of my dreams. Then during the day, when my imagination is free to run, it takes me into your arms and allows me to linger there knowing there's nothing I'd rather do. I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving hopes of my heart because whenever they wander, they always take me to you.

Only the most special things in my world get to come inside my heart and stay. And now, I realize how deeply my life has been touched by you.

Hey You!

I love you so much and you just don't know it. Sometimes I get scared to show it. It feels like when you come around me my mouth becomes grid-locked and all the words I want to say just stop. My lips clutter because my love is so strong, and the words that I want to say just won't be said. Sometimes I want to open up to you and tell you how I feel - I guess I am too scared to open up and be real. I know you love me and you have hidden feelings inside too. It seems like it is easier for you to express yourself to me than it is from me to you. oi, I love you, and know that I will always have hidden feelings for you.

a TruE SouLmAte

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more.You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it's like being young again. Colors seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn't exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day's work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there's no need for continuous conversation, but you find you're quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there's a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that's so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.